Growth

I have been careful for all of my years I tried not to move Too much of your air Did you find it endearing? Hesitance so sincere But you treated me like a company jet Took me a few times For luxurious spins Cashed in on amenities And bragged to your friends But it's not like they care, they're so wrapped in themselves Like the newsstand on Hillhurst All gossip and wealth You're so used to the ignorance Of the apathetic Each time I come home I still look for my dog It's a force of old habit It's not that I forgot For a second I'm alright 'Til I realize she's gone I guess being an adult is just being alone I'll go back to the couch Let you stare at your phone We'll pretend this is normal We'll pretend this is growth