All I've Lost

[Intro] (Denying my reality) [Verse 1] Close my eyes and count to ten Am I dreaming? It's happened again Fight the feeling, just knowing's enough Don't believe it, I just need the rush Hold my breath and count to ten, is this real? It's happened again, can't conceal It's never enough, so surreal All it takes is a push [Chorus] My existence has become Denying my reality You're not what you thought you were And I am everything you feared I'd be My existence has become Denying my reality You're not what you thought you were And I am everything you feared I'd be [Post-Chorus] Sins of the flesh They all wither and die Oh, open your wings (Open your wings) Fly me to death Sweet succubi [Verse 2] Close my eyes and count to ten Am I dreaming? It's happened again Fight the feeling, just knowing's enough Don't believe it, I just need the rush Hold my breath and count to ten, is this real? It's happened again, can't conceal It's never enough, so surreal All it takes is a push [Bridge] Look in their eyes and it's easy to see The resentment they hold when they're staring at me All the things I should be Truth be told when I'm aiming for gold There's no stopping me All of the pain and the sickness and sacrifice Fighting the hubris, the greed and the avarice What is the cost? Is it worth it for all that I've lost? Please forgive me [Chorus] My existence has become Denying my reality You're not what you thought you were And I am everything you feared I'd be My existence has become Denying my reality You're not what you thought you were And I am everything you feared I'd be My existence has become You're not what you thought you were And I am everything you feared I'd be