Merciless Reflection

The voice in my head Becomes way too much Going round in barbaric Cycles second guessing My luck aversion and disgust You cannot write this nightmare I'm not your holy one Nail me to the fucking cross The voice in my head Becomes way too much You cannot write this nightmare Aversion and disgust Salvation still awaits me I've forgotten what I'm even searching for Relentless rumination Endless stagnation Redemption is no guarantee Just the echoes of what was before Why obey the sins of the vile? Virtue is the blade of denial I have preached on the thrones of lies I'll walk free when the falsehood dies Faith deals no favours All those years my chase begun The truth aflame no place to fucking run Faith deals no favours anymore Banished from the Heaven's gate I have been moulded into Nothing but a big mistake I will not be found in Heaven No prayer no comfort I was dying just to be saved Merciless reflection Of a vacant vessel Going round in circles This failure monumental Merciless reflection Of a vacant vessel My barbaric cycles I climb to only crumble Back and forth I struggle Exist to be forgotten This disorder seeking me The mind a putrid place It's devoured my body My soul has finally found me Just an easy target It swings again and again Merciless Merciless reflection Of a vacant vessel