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I wish I could smoke this all away I don't care about the straight edge like I used to most days Cause most days I would do anything to numb the pain But I'm a coward and I'm shallow and I'm most of all Just scared of any change And everyone's at parties and I'm alone in my house I haven't opened a window in weeks And I'm still watching top model reruns on my Couch Yeah I wish I could scare my nightmares away I've tried lucid dreaming a few times And I've tried staying awake And I, I skimmed that self-care article you sent me And it's not like I think I'm special I just think some things apply to everyone but me, Anna Everyone's at parties and I'm alone in my house I haven't opened a window in weeks And I'm still watching top model reruns on my While everyone's out having fun I'm alone in my house I haven't opened a window in weeks And I'm still watching top model reruns on my Couch On my On my On my couch On my couch