I'm Not Here

I was afraid Of being afraid The room I'm in It was dim As if I was the sun You were betrayed Or so you say Your eyes are red [?] [?] I know there's something wrong This time I'm not here I'm not here I'm not here I was afraid Of being afraid The room I'm in Tt was dim As if I was the sun You were betrayed Or so you say Your eyes are red [?] [?] No one loves my mind This time I'm not here I'm not here I'm not here [x2] All along I'm not here I'm not here I'm not here