Ascending/FALLING

- Part 1 -

[Verse]

Uh, uh

I started from the bottom, now we here

Where? Nowhere

Ten toes planted still, shoot at will, hope it kills

Spray and pray the days away until it pays the bills

I'm not sure what's real, both hands on the wheel

Being dead's my only fuckin' skill

Could be starrin' in a movie, but I feel retarded

And the mirror tellin' me that I am not a role model

My whole life or the beer bottles

My whole life or the lost lottos

Leave that bitch in the hotel lobby and don't look back, that's my motto

But lately I been fallin' for these hoes

Got this one girl, think she mean my whole world

Come to think about it, never felt in a minute

Come to think about it, never fell for a woman

Legitimately grittin' my teeth

Losin' sleep, jealousy, balls deep in grief

How am I gettin' soft? Nah, I got a hard-on

Maybe I just need relief

So conflicted lately, should I call her? Maybe