Upside Down

Always see things upside, upside down Don't trust us to turn this ship around I always see things Holding me close Is it for me or you got nowhere to go? Don't wanna be here, I don't wanna know Why's it feel like I been here before every time I let go? Stick to myself 'cause I'm fine on my own But I look at the world and I feel so alone Won't see me in person, they light up my phone When feelings collapse, that's when they roam Yeah, it's a lot of stress, sorry if I don't send a text Say I'm dressin' bummy, but I promise it's designer sweats Yeah, I know, no amount of money covers up a mess Yeah, I know, I been feelin' less and less, and S.O.S, I ain't there, I ain't invested I ain't at the party, all you people I'm not impressed with Debbie Downer, she right here, I love it, she my best friend Yeah, I know I Always see things Upside, upside down I don't trust us to turn this ship around I always see things Pessimistic, head says "No", but I never listen I sit still, but I'm always driftin' You're right here, but it feels so distant In between love and realistic, depressing, isn't it? When it hurts more to be optimistic Writin' this down like no-ones listenin', uh Maybe it's time for me to wake up Maybe it's time for us to break up Out of love, it's time to save up Gave too much to say "I gave up" Uh, yeah, ay No high notes from me I've been gone, I've been lowkey Too many people I don't know knowing something about me, ay Gettin' older, story never changes While they turn their back on me, I'm turnin' all these pages Lot of broken promises I notice, but won't say it Twisted, yeah, I hate it Always see things 'Side, upside down Don't trust us to turn this ship around