sphere of annihilation

The sphere Crash landed here About a block away from my place The year of growth and change Fusion with a different name and face This pattern on my fingertips Laid on the surface of the bathtub water Veins and wires My inner machine is no longer Uncomfy, uneasy, uncertain I now cleanse myself with honor Discombobulated No longer the same daughter of my father All i know, I lay in the center of everything The abyss in the center of me Nice and slow drips the goo off my wrist and sleeve I'll kill the abyss in the center of me