[Sample]
I decided to stay home tonight
I decided I'm a treat you right
(*Plays throughout*)
[Intro]
"I wonder what we could’ve been, you know, if we'd met at another time in life. Because the thing I keep coming back to is that I wasn't ready, to have you in my life, but you were there anyways. You know you were always there for me, no matter what, and... I think I took that for granted."
[Verse 1]
All alone, alcohol, out the glass I’m sippin'
Thinkin' bout, old faces, I'm no longer missin'
Where were you, when I was down, and I needed help?
Where were you, to ask me, if I was feelin' well?
'Cause you hit my DM, sayin' that you love me
Think I believe that? You just want my money
When I was down, you would make jokes at my expense
Now I’m up, you come ’round, tryin' to pretend
That you were down, with my accomplishments
Tryin’ to hand out meaningless compliments
You're just playin' games, and I caught you slackin'
You walked out of my life, you’re not comin' back in!
[Verse 2]
All that fake love, it can pass me by
But if your girl comes through, she can last the night
Might fuck her on the weekend, might send you a DM
Make you wanna repent, but there's no use playing pretend
Lewd games that we will play, Marvin Gaye & Chardonnay
Leave our clothes on the floor, leave her moaning, wantin' more
Might turn her into my fan, just so you get jealous
You might get her back, but don't get overzealous
She could be here, givin' me some head
While I write my rhymes, she's asleep in my bed
I'ma hurt your heart, just call me cyanide;
While I fuck her right and leave her satisfied
(Yeah.)
[Verse 3]
Yeah, my word is law, like it's codified
'Cause this much talent, is so bona fide
The fool in your life, you made me play the part
Now you want me back? Don't make me laugh!
So before I go, I'll tell you what you dread
I'mma cut you off, like a loose thread
I'm the real deal, you're a waste of space
Matter of fact, you're not welcome, so get out my face
Lil' bitch!
[Outro - R. Kelly sample]
I decided to stay home tonight
I decided I'm a treat you right
I decided to be there for you
Decided to be on my P's and Q's
I decided to give up my friends
Decided I'm a take you out weekends
Decided to give you a reason to trust
These are decisions that I made for love
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