Made it Weird

[Verse 1] Had a show just last night that went great But I could only think of the part that I hate Hardcore fumbled a part of one song And I keep replaying the part that went wrong Buncha folks after it said it went good But I couldn't help lettin' 'em know where I stood Killin' all the audience buzz from that night 'cause I couldn't help sayin' in wasn't that tight Caught in between the realms of what's real Peoples' perceptions vs. what I feel Most of the time it's just in my head But I still obsess on the words that I said [Chorus] S'posed to be plannin' the rest of my year But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird S'posed to be gettin' my brand new [?] But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird [Verse 2] I prefer not to talk on the phone The immediate nature is out of my zone I prefer to text until it gets blown By one of us misinterpreting tone Can't say how many times I forgot You don't send messages sippin' on scotch Knew from the dots I'd made a mistake I sent that smiley emoji too late I can get embarrassed in thousands of ways And I hold that feeling for two or three days Everybody else is up and moved on And I'm still here thinkin' about why I'm wrong Can't help feeling a feeling this large Really wish I had a way to discharge Some folks smoke and others do coke I'm addicted to thinking about what I broke [Chorus] S'posed to be plannin' the rest of my year But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I did that) S'posed to be gettin my brand new [?] (yeah) But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird) S'posed to be plannin' the rest of my year But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (It's still weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Oh man) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird S'posed to be gettin my brand new [?] (Oh oh) But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird [Bridge] Yeah I made it weird I can't stop It's still weird I made it so weird [Chorus] S'posed to be plannin' the rest of my year But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it weird) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird S'posed to be gettin my brand new [?] (yeah) But I'm sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (Just thinkin' about it) Sittin' here thinkin' of things I made weird (I made it so weird) [Outro] I made it so weird I did that I made it so weird