Ruins

How do we have to do this again? I'll tell you how I'm feelin' And you're like a cryptomaniac We try and connect the dots and the facts How do we have to be here? 'Cause these hotels, I just can't relax The more I bend, the worse that I snap I feel like a goddamn maniac You sure you wanna do this now? 'Cause I mean it when I say that I don't understand And I mean it when I say that I'm not sure who I am 'Cause one minute I love you And the next it's all in ruins One minute thinkin' of you And the next it's all in ruins Tell me what did I do To deserve somebody like you? It's too hard to tell the truth Nothing's real and nothing's new I'm just a product of my emotions And they're all settin' off again If it's a mixture or a, a dosage Then I need just what you're havin' You sure you wanna do this now? Oh, you sure you wanna do this now? 'Cause I mean it when I say that I don't understand And I mean it when I say that I'm not sure who I am 'Cause one minute I love you And the next it's all in ruins One minute thinkin' of you And the next my mind's in ruins Again Here again I can't let it out And I can't let you in Yeah, I mean it when I say that I don't understand And I mean it when I say that I'm not sure who I am Yeah, I mean it when I say that I don't understand And I mean it when I say that I'm not sure who I am 'Cause one minute I love you And the next it's all in ruins One minute thinkin' of you And the next it's all in ruins