I Defeat

We were doing so well We had broken the spell And freedom seemed just within reach We had managed the bend between lover and friend Found a place we could possibly meet Yes it's me I can't help myself I just run head along to defeat Yes it's me I can't help myself I defeat, I defeat, I defeat I'm so hard on myself Don't deserve any help So I must let you go, let you go So I pushed you away While I hoped you would stay But I don't let you know, let you know Yes it's me I can't help myself I keep running around to this beat Yes it's me I can't help myself I defeat, I defeat, I defeat I defeat Yes it's me I can't help myself I keep running around to this beat Yes it's me I can't help myself I defeat, I defeat, help me I can't help myself I defeat, I defeat, help me I can't help myself I defeat, I defeat, help me