The List

[Verse 1] Oh I, have a hobby of pickin' myself apart Leavin' people I love waitin' in the dark And sometimes when I want to cry, I laugh It's kind of funny Oh and, this October I went fallin' off the edge All of London must have heard the things I said Put your hands up if I let you down again, hmm [Pre-Chorus] There's a list of things that I should stop List of things that I should stop List of things that I should not be doin' but I do them It's a pattern that I've got [Chorus] I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation Need to look in the mirror, stop findin' things that need changin' Need to stop gettin' drunk, to avoid the situation I need to stop, lettin' myself down [Post-Chorus] And I'll try something that I've not before And like myself a little morе now [Verse 2] Oh I, I've got an attic full of damage in my mind And I box it up, say I'll deal with it anothеr night And I have a problem lookin' people in the eye Oh, isn't that funny? [Pre-Chorus] There's a list of things that I should stop List of things that I should stop List of things that I should not be doin' but I do them It's a pattern that I've got [Chorus] I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation Need to look in the mirror, stop findin' things that need changin' Need to stop gettin' drunk to avoid the situation I need to stop, lettin' myself down I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence I should stumble in love, instead of runnin' and hidin' I should stop gettin' drunk and showin' up uninvited I need to stop, lettin' myself down [Post-Chorus] And I'll try something that I've not before [Verse 3] Oh I'm a master at dancin' around the point And I know I called you, but I hate the sound of my own voice So can you talk? You know I'm stackin' up Until the night I'm not enough And you're just someone else I disappoint [Chorus] I need to stop my excuses and put my feelings in order Need to look in the mirror and stand a little bit taller Need to stop gettin' drunk, as a reason to call you I need to stop, lettin' myself down Oh, I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited I need to stop letting myself down [Post-Chorus] And I'll try something that I've not before And like myself a little more now