Idling Somewhere

He can’t stop watching me I dance, I dance, I dance On the floor, claw marks - and the back of my dress He tucks his hands underneath He makes a fist, he moves it around And he walks Tip the crown, know it’s wrong, but I had nowhere to start Half a mind, half a brain, but just enough so it’s hard Watch me down, know I’m bad, I always get what I want Felt it coming off me, losing grip of his arm It passed his knuckles and I asked to turn the pain up a notch Hid my covet in the dirt, and I deserve it after all Up and down on a mandolin, in a language we understand I drilled that hole in my head, I’ve nevеr felt so ashamed How to eat mysеlf alive, you taught me everything Tip the crown, know it’s wrong, but I had nowhere to start Half a mind, half a brain, but just enough so it’s hard Watch me down, know I’m bad, I always get what I want Felt it coming off me, losing grip of his arm It passed his knuckles and I asked to turn the pain up a notch Don’t leave it on He can’t stop watching me I dance, I dance, I dance On the floor, claw marks - and the back of my dress He tucks his hands underneath He makes a fist, he moves it around And he walks He walks I wring the water out the towel But don’t get too close I crashed the car, I saw an angel, and he watched me burn With every step, I’m trying Pry my jaw open at the ends Didn’t touch the sink in two days Said, “Are you proud of me, babe? Are you proud of me, boy? Are you proud of me, baby?” I had a dream all my teeth fell out sleeping next to you I had a dream all my hair fell out sleeping next to you I had a dream I sunk into your bed, trails left behind I’m covered in him and I’m scared this is all it’ll be You play Jane, she stares real hard at the hole in your mouth She sings along, you don’t even know who the song’s about Is it true only tourists go to clubs in Miami? And if you find out, never break your promise to take me there And I cried, God, I’m so tired of being young I had the time, now I just want to be the same In a video of my corpse online - tampered