Standing Alone

[Verse 1: Jaykae] Yo Let me open my mind and relieve some tension In beef I don’t leave my bredrin Tryna go hard for the next ten years so when I get old I don’t need my pension HMP you better free my henchmen Roll true fam I need my entrance Don’t like going on twitter no more Depz’s name's all I see my mentions Fam I can’t cope with it Nah, I miss them times that I smoked with him Or link up and buss to joke with him Now I’m upset and I can’t hold it in It was a younger me, it was an older him About a month that I ain't been sober in I don’t wanna do this music ting But this music ting’s what I owe to him Could quit music but it probably wouldn’t help I can’t be out here feeling sorry for myself Need to provide for the ones that I ride for Don’t wanna watch no Corrie in a cell Did this ting and we did it by ourselves From the road trips to the studio All of those nights I was chillin’ in my house Those times are the times that I’m thinkin’ about Yeah, I’m lost without you And it feels like I can’t be a boss without you Road to success in front of my face and it feels like I can’t run across without you Havin’ flashbacks about that night Thinkin’ why couldn’t that doctor help you Yeah it’s mad how things change Trust me it’s insane [Hook: Dapz On The Map] I’m thinking what life would be like if I weren’t doing music I’d probably be with my boys doing something really stupid A couple of my friends are behind bars, oh well They love you when you’re here When you’re gone they ain’t concerned So first things first I’m putting myself out Cos nowadays nobody wants to give a handout unless you help yourself out I’m standing alone, alone, alone I’m standing alone, alone, alone Man wanna kick a man when a man’s down but then kick it with a man when a man’s up Trust me when I say there’s only a few man that man trust that’s why I’m standing alone [Depzman] It’s like I’m on a cold, lonely road on my own Got no-one with me [Verse 2: Jaykae] Yo If I never done music I’m tryna think where I’d be right now Probably on the road where drugs get sold Watching my back when I leave my house On the roads you don’t know who to trust But in the music ting I’m due to buss So don’t ever try get rude to us What you think I’m a prick cos I spray bars? My bredrins inside on a ten stretch And I’m pissed cos I was on the same charge So don’t talk bad if you ain’t hard I’m gettin’ all stressed cos Lee’s in there So I’m tryna get rich when he’s in there When he comes out he’s nice Jesus Christ I need to hold up tings and make sure everythin’ will be just right Yeah I’m standin’ alone Workin’ so I won’t answer my phone yeah I’m bad to the bone Thinkin’ your bad cos your bredrins there but there’s no-one there when you’re cryin’ on your own Yeah I’m standin’ alone Them little boys can’t stand on my throne you’re mad If I get shot or stabbed up tomorrow then who’s gonna look after your dad? Real talk Cos I only say what I live Take a seat get down with my history My old man never showed me love That’s the reason why he don’t mean shit to me Gotta succeed with life Rub it in his face all smug with victory I don’t know what’s written in a book no-more So the rest of my life is a mystery [Hook: Dapz On The Map] I’m thinking what life would be like if I weren’t doing music I’d probably be with my boys doing something really stupid A couple of my friends are behind bars, oh well They love you when you’re here When you’re gone they ain’t concerned So first things first I’m putting myself out Cos nowadays nobody wants to give a handout unless you help yourself out I’m standing alone, alone, alone I’m standing alone, alone, alone Man wanna kick a man when a man’s down but then kick it with a man when a man’s up Trust me when I say there’s only a few man that man trust that’s why I’m standing alone Standing alone [Depzman] It’s like I’m on a cold, lonely road on my own Got no-one with me Man have just got p's, weed, clothes and my phone Don’t know where I’m going But tonight don’t think Imma go my home So much going on in my head right now can’t chill and stay in my zone It’s overly cold You don’t know how many times my soldiers have rolled out On tracks I go for the gold so Depzman’s running this bars ting no doubt You best keep your jokes on the low Round here there just ain’t nothing to joke ‘bout Most time I roll on my own cah most man don’t show up when it goes down And as fucked as it sounds that’s just how things are in my home town 0121 nuff man are fake But that’s cool they’re the ones I don’t roll round Man know me cos I flow well And If you don’t like me oh well Cos I ain’t goin’ nowhere fast And if you didn’t know that then you know now But the way that I spray my bars you can tell there’s pain in my heart Been goin’ in hard straight from the start but they didn’t wanna rate me it’s a par But now they praise me and I just laugh Fam it’s funny how they’re up my arse Ha, yeah it’s mad how things change Trust me it’s insane