Even Angels Cry

It's getting really hard just to live these days My life's in a blur, I can't see straight It's hard to play the hand that was dealt to me The past I'm running from won't set me free I don't think I'll ever change these ways Took a wrong turn and now I'm lost Smoke still burns on every bridge I cross I've been down this road before It's just not what it seems I've learned every open door, isn't always what you need Poverty laid to follow dreams I watch them fall like autumn leaves, and honestly Even angels cry Even angels cry Even angels cry I been feeling pressure and I been feeling reckless Since I was an adolescent I could snap at any second Long nights and Adderall, cocaine and alcohol Mind racing my hearts dribbling like a basketball And I feel like I'm going insane when I'm knowing there's no way I will change The angels that used to lead me now they torture my soul Feeling confusion as I'm moving towards this fork in the road Took a wrong turn and now I'm lost Smoke still burns on every bridge I cross I've been down this road before It's just not what it seems I've learned every open door, isn't always what you need Poverty laid to follow dreams I watch them fall like autumn leaves, and honestly Even angels cry Even angels cry Even angels cry