Feelings

[Chorus: Jelly Roll] What I'm feeling, my heart is as numb as my taste But it keeps beating, watching as nights turn to days Can't feel my face, can't shake this pain Stuck in my ways, staring in space So please don't leave me, Heaven is so far away So far away [Verse 1: Jelly Roll] Call someone you love, ever cry yourself to sleep? Had a puddle on your pillow, and still didn't find no peace? I've made mistakes out of desperation I'm in a place of hate and self-deprecation Sleep-deprivation, I've been on a three-day bender From the other side, I can find my peace amongst the sinnеrs I've been try'na stay sane, put my sorrows in that cup I been drowning all my pain with a bottle and a bud Now my hеart's racing and I feel the pain draining And it's like the sun's blazing and I think the rain's fading I've learned that happiness is really only temporary Reading your obituary, smoking at the cemetery [Chorus: Jelly Roll] What I'm feeling, my heart is as numb as my taste But it keeps beating, watching as nights turn to days Can't feel my face, can't shake this pain Stuck in my ways, staring in space So please don't leave me, Heaven is so far away So far away [Verse 2: Lex Top Dollar] I live in this depression, a sadness I can't shake When every conversation's forced, every smile's faked Unless we talking Chloe, I ain't felt shit since '03, nah And just to be clear she's the only thing keeping me here Cause home won't be here I promise you I hear everything they say about me Don't already hate everything about me [Chorus: Jelly Roll] What I'm feeling, my heart is as numb as my taste But it keeps beating, watching as nights turn to days Can't feel my face, can't shake this pain Stuck in my ways, staring in space So please don't leave me, Heaven is so far away So far away