Demons

(I am learning to live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons) I was talking to my partner the other day He was telling me about the struggle with in himself And his demons then he told me The more he started to understand his demons The more he started to love them Woke up this morning in a pool of sweat Been drinking all month ain't sobered up yet I'm on the road year around rain, sleet or snow Doing shows collecting checks have some issues The whole team know it this life I live it's hard not to show it Everyday is another path for me to stumble down I got to control it. Different city every night I must take flight only Problem is no plane in sight, I might result in pharmaceuticals Them percocets go to Lil wyte and I gotta drive First thing tomorrow back to Memphis to see my daughters If I don't show up they'll know something is wrong that's just not they father Drinking bottles in the studio floor Groupies in and out Our tour bus doors Hard to think without getting mine all this smoke around makes me unsure Do I fall back? Do I pick it up? All these demons forcing me to make a choice I'm hollering Loud I wanna put this down at the moment they dont hear my voice I am learning how to live with my demons I'm learning how to Live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons I'm just trying to be a better father, but it's So hard when you're stuck in that water I'm learning to live with my demons I think I'm falling in love with my demons I'm trying to grow like the nose on Pinocchio I can't lie I'm close to a overdose, all my people Doing time let's purpose a toast. I gotta blow now y'all Ima go for broke. (For Real) Ex friends looking sour, shows getting crowded, and the crowd Getting louder. Used to stay up late hours really selling powder Dirty ass kid barely ever took a shower, I'm a grown man now And I'm fresh and I'm clean, smoke a little of the weed and I mess with the lean I got a couple of demons that be messing With me The judge want to throw away the key definitely, I Can't smoke weed now, cause my P.O tripping, got a son on The way and his mother is bitching I should calm down, shut up and listen But I keep on touring and keep on fuckin with bitches Truth is ... Probably never settled down But I'll never let em down I'll probably never get the crown, but life was so much easier When I was selling pounds When people was feeling down I made them feel really proud I wish my??? Was still around This is how I am feeling right now I am learning to live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons If you show me any of your darkness I'll show you your demons They say it always takes one to know one Maybe that's why you motherfuckers feel like me Cause I feel like you I am learning to live with my demons I am learning to live with my demons