Do I Wanna Kiss Him?

Is it a crush or jealousy? Going in circles I'm dizzy But he looks so good I can't make the decision Do I want to kiss him? How does he make it look so easy? All of my clothes fit him perfectly He's everything I wish I could be It's so unfair His perfect bleach blond hair I don't like overthinking I try to control thoughts of him while I'm drinking I made up my mind though I don't want to listen You made me realize something feels different Is it a crush or jealousy? Going in circles I'm dizzy The way he's shirtless on the beach God, I wish that could be me Now I'm getting anxious There's something I'm missing I'm playing a game with my character glitching But he looks so good I can't make the decision Do I want to kiss him? I'm at his place looking in the mirror I'm getting used to seeing things unclear Painting his nails while he's drinking a beer Hands in my hair I think I wanna stay here I can't believe what just happened Tasted lip gloss Now I'm craving his chapstick I made up my mind Though I don't wanna listen He made me realize Something feels different Is it a crush or jealousy? Going in circles I'm dizzy The way he's shirtless on the beach God, I wish that could be me Now I'm getting anxious There's something missing I'm playing a game with my character glitching But it feels so good I can't make the decision Do I want to kiss him? Do I want to kiss him? Do I want to kiss him? Do I want to kiss him? I can't tell if I want to be him or kiss him