Hard to Grow Up

I wake up feeling crazy Keep losing people, just lost my mom So difficult to fathom that they're gone I could go out and party But nothing kills my pain So helpless and there's no one I can blame And it's hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up, yeah Planning for tomorrow But living day-to-day Playing hard has always been my way Now many things are changing But still they stay the same But now my life is much more than I gained Don't you know it's so hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Everyday Feeling left far, far away How do we end this story, my friend? How does it end this story, my friend? How do we end this story, my friend? Hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Hard to grow Hard to grow up, grow up Show up, show up So hard to grow up, yeah