Un4Given

[Hook: James Hetfield] What I've felt what I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never be, never see Won't see what might have been What I've felt what I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never free never me So I dub thee un4given [Verse 1] Let's talk about the struggle, let's talk about the pain Some people say they love you, but that don't mean a thang Some folks is so naive, not me, I go insane Some people dap you, they hug you, they do it all in vain That's my depression talking, maybe it's really real Maybe them doctors was right, and maybe I'm really ill See I can't really chill without feeling the guilt of me Stealing these pills, is anybody feeling me still? (Shit) Except for the hood, nobody told me, I ever could, instead I pushed Back when they told me I never would, looking at me, like I was just a crook I express the hood and what I see on the daily My scenery daily task force B&E's daily A task y'all, being me daily they want to put, 3 in me nail me This is stuff you only read in The Daily Had product, but ain't supply it then, high off more than weed So the product just got me higher then, product of my environment Look at where they put me, and look where they telling me I gotta be Stop and see, the robberies, the poverty naw fam, its not for me It's got to be, an opt at least without dudes getting chased by police So they gave us film, sports, and the gift to make a hot CD Back to the wall, against the ropes nothings believable, feasible They don't believe in you, you've been verbally beaten to A pulp, so the result to you think nothing is reachable Reasonable, I tell you dreams come true yeah haters, even you [Hook] [Verse 2] Now take your hands, and wave 'em high, they told me I can't, but I said, "Why?!" Like, fuck it, I'll try not fuck it and die See, this is real emotion we deal wit' often, and don't reveal it Often we stuff it inside, but I'm like, "Fuck it, let's ride" I do what I do, because I do what I do what I feel They do what they do, in hopes of what they do may appeal They got a image and persona that they gotta fill That they better do, for revenue, so labels will be thrilled Kind-of-feel like a wanted man I can't talk to folk 'cause when I ask 'em to trust me, all they wanna do is judge me, I'm feeling like they don't understand I'm feeling like ain't too many people friendly I feel like ain't too many people are what they pretend to be 'cause I'm in that zone, I feel alone like everybody is against me Just feel like I'm worst enemy, and naw, its not a cry for no sympathy I'm just thinking out loud to a crowd, I'm just trying to figure out some remedy Almost like every lesson, it's like every jewel, every tool that's ever been lent to me But the moment is gone, I'm like a new born I feel like a man with no memory Slow it down for a second, make sure I'm not losing you Or confusing you I'm delusional, if you never been there, then you have no idea what illusions do Through and through, I'm hoping these signs ain't vital Or none of these rhymes inside the recital Why do it mean, I'm suicidal? I ain't that Houston dude But I'm a maniac Don't get over, drunk or sober, this the same way I'd act And I'm striving to pull together, but at least until these voices inside of me Go forever, be alarmed I'm liable to do whatever [Hook]