Control

It's not the way I go It's not the way I go No one here hears me I'm sick of people knowing me Life's confusing me So much I don't see Something's controlling me It's no way to live I haven't got a thing to give And as those signs trade off I'm a line from loud to soft For what I have to say I wanted to build a stage I wanted to feel this way This way All these things are real I don't know my own field You will prove me wrong I don't know one I see now what I've got It reveals just what it's not Some day I'll take it away There's nothing for me anyway Love, don't choose me Why I don't see a thing Why I don't see a thing A thing What I'm saying is now I don't know what it's about I wander through the dawn So much goes on Who will make me run? I admit I might be wrong These letters shelter me now I wonder how