F33L L1K3 1M DY1NG (untitled_0030)

(These are the negative and irrational thoughts of Johnnascus) Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying I feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying F-feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying E-e-e-e-e-everyday I feel like Roxas I'm a nobody in the shadows of a real, mortal human body I feel like Imma fade away (from your memories) What the fuck I'm saying? Bitch, we don't have no memories That's how I fuckin' feel, uh Tear me open like an orange peel You gon' see the Dr. Jekyll And the ugly individual that's inside of me You can not get rid of me Only thing have left is this music Only thing have left is this music Only thing I have left is this music That's all I have left in this life for me I'll die making a billion things Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, away Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, away Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, away w-way-y-y-y Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way-ay-ay-ay Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying I can fade away from the world with just one click Said it so many times in my music Nobody ever motherfucking listens How many times do I gotta say it- say it? I hate my life, I just fucking hate it How many times do I gotta say it? I hate my life, I just fucking hate it I hate, (I hate,) I hate, (I hate) My life, (my life) My life, (my life) I hate my life (life) Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying F-feel like I'm dying Feel like I'm dying E-e-e-e-e-everyday I feel like Roxas I'm an nobody in the shadows of a real, mortal human body I feel like Imma fade away (from your memories) What the fuck I'm saying? Bitch, we dont have no memo-ries-ries- Ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-ries-rie I HATE MY LIFE (Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, way) AND YOU WONDER WHY I DO NOT OPEN MYSELF UP TO ANYBODY CAUSE THERE'S NOTHING FOR ME TO SHOW TO YOU, OR ANYONE (Every single day, I feel like Imma fade a- way, way) I JUST WANT TO LIVE BUT I CAN'T CAUSE I FEEL MY TIME IS UP AND I SHALL BE GONE I'M CONFUSED AS FUCK I'M CONFUSED AS FUCK