Last Time

[Intro: Eddie, the Chauffeur & Clara Topper] It's awful dark down there Darkness never hurt anyone It ain't the darkness, Mrs. Topper. It's what's in it! Don't be silly. There's no difference between light and dark; except the lights are out [Verse 1: Josh A] Been doin rap so hate the biz Started out real now I take the piss Feel like god been misguidin kids Feel like this a life of sin, (uh) And I promote it A terrible culture man I didn't know it But this my future man and I can't blow But at what cost I'm losin my shit (uh) Get in dms and kids say I'm inspiring Meanwhile I'm thinkin about just retiring Josh, started doin rap 'cause of you When I get straight D's mom mad 'cause of you We should hang out play zombies on Xbox If you don't reply I'll spam till I'm blocked Then make all the accounts spam again Man why don't you write me back? And I feel real bad because I feel responsible When I tell kids anything's possible Then they start to encounter some obstacles And might blame me when they don't top the goals, (uh) I try to be positive but late at night all the feelings deposited Swear they been creepin on me Tossin and turning man I cannot sleep [Hook] I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm running, from myself I'm not the same that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was [Verse 2] Late nights, late nights, late nights Shit gets dark when you turn out the lights Try to find an outlet, music suffice Gotta vent a bit, never feelin right Take it way back to last year Got my first house man I had no fears Then a week later Christina gets shot Then a day later 50 people get dropped [Bridge] Now I'm so scared of what is next man I go home on different routes 'Cause you know that pulse night club was right outside my fuckin house I'm so scared to go outside 'cause everytime I look around Paranoia plays my mind I don't know what's goin down [Hook] I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm not the same that I was in the last time I'm running, from myself I'm not the same that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was