[Chorus: Jake Hill]
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
[Verse 1: Josh A]
I just wanna wake up as a different person
Been living good but that's all on the surface
Been getting older, new lessons I'm learning
But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this
I just want to make the pain go away
If I try to end my life, would they remember my name?
All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how
I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now
And I don't wanna die but it's feeling like the only way out
Of my mind, try to get up but I'm falling back down, no
[Pre-Chorus: Josh A]
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
[Chorus: Jake Hill]
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
I ran out of time for all your questions
Guess I never learned my lesson
Now I'm goin' away I just can't deal with the pain
But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no
I don't wanna see you cry
I'll end it all to keep from hurting
I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure
Wish I was better
So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely
I'll hold on 'til it's over, I'll hold on 'til it's over, it's over
[Pre-Chorus: Josh A]
Please keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
[Chorus: Jake Hill]
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
