Negative Ego

[Verse 1] Ok my momma said I'm fuckin' up My daddy say I'm negative And my grandma said my head is big And my doc said I need medicine And my uncle say I'm selfish And my auntie say I'm helpless And my cousin said let's fuck bitches and get money and sell bricks And my teacher said I'm a failure And I ain't never gon be shit Imma live fast and die young when that time comes Imma sleep quick And my girl told me you're never there and I never cared bout nothing else You don't love me, you love yourself I told the bitch you something else You, you something else, something else unusual And I'm sorry girl you're beautiful and I'm not the man you used to know I'm So different now, real different now, just hear me out I just wanna get rich and die tryin'. If not, then I die hoping I'm waking up with my eyes closed, go to sleep with my eyes open Four friends in my Tahoe realizing I'm not focused I place hands on that Bible and promised God that I stop smoking The yacht open, my block holdin' them shots open them too There's three sides of a story inside my side of the truth You can see it in my eyes I guess time flies when it's you Niggas need me in they top 5 and that's top 5 of my crew So fuck a paystub and that work life 9 to 5 that's your life Take it slow, I heard fast relationships don't work right I'm Joyner Lucas you heard right Most niggas gon hear wrong and it's funny cause they cheer on and they probably won't be here long, nah That's far as I need to get Cops talking they need the tip I don't know I plead the fifth I need to sip Henny shots, every smoke get high to def I'm tripping on my ego, well this the negative side effects, so [Chorus] Now everybody wave your motherfucking hands, huh? You living in hell, living in fear, huh? We living in jail, living in pent, huh? The Devil himself, tryna get in, huh? We living in hell, living in fear, huh? [Bridge] Ok my momma said I'm fuckin' up My daddy said I'm negative And my grandma said my head is big And ain't that some shit [Verse 2] Shit, I never had no enemies, remember me? Young nigga, that pretty boy with a new name Tattoos and 2 chains like Tity Boi no loose change Dogs walking on two legs Weird niggas, I'm here, listen my ambition like Cool J So don't call it no comeback Feeling like Big Pun back You ain't shooting, you pussy niggas, so bitch give me my gun back Scared of noise like, "What's that?" I'm a Bad Boy where Puff at? And everything you say you did I pretty much don done that (Whoo!) At high school I was tripping hard Skipping class, up in the hall Stealing clothes all in the mall, and fighting niggas, I did it all Selling crack in rental cars My heart told me you sinning hard I went to church the pastor told me, "What the fuck is you living for?" And that's as real as I need to get My girl asked if I cheated on her, I don't know I plead the fifth I need to sip Henny shots, if you smoke get high to def I'm tripping on my ego and this the negative side effects, so [Chorus] Now everybody wave your motherfucking hands, huh? You living in hell, living in fear, huh? We living in jail, living in pent, huh? The Devil himself, tryna get in, huh? We living in hell, living in fear, huh? [Bridge] Ok my momma said I'm fuckin' up My daddy say I'm negative And my grandma said my head is big And my doc said I need medicine And ain't that some shit