Is It Just Me?

It's been way too long for me to find it this hard Sitting alone, my fingers picking the sofa apart In attempt to distract from the fact that I miss you I wonder if your friends have had to carry you home And stay for the night because they don't want to leave you alone Way before it was fun, it's becoming an issue I know it's cruel But I kind of hope you're tortured too Tell me does your heart stop, at the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak? Or is it just me? I spent three months and two days and five hours Since I walked away, how I left is so sour, I know That you're probably thinking you're better without me And all my days have turned cold, but now this cold is just shoulder I've been thinking it over while I drink my soda again Please understand That I know it's cruel But I kind of hope you're tortured too Tell me does your heart stop, at the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak? Or is it just me? 'Cause this would be one whole lot easier God, I know that's selfish but it's true If underneath some calm exterior You're all fucked up too Tell me does your heart stop, at the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak With only cigarettes for company? Are you crying in the shower like a freak Or is it just me?