Change You

[Hook: Manchester Orchestra] If you knew I was dyin' would it change you? If you knew I was dyin' would it change? [Verse 1] You're killing me, you're killing me, it might not be your motive How the hell are you killing me and you don't even know it How can you say you care for me and you don't even show it This right here is murder, and you're the she who wrote it I built you up, I guess I made my own murderer Your friends say "Austin, I never heard of ya" I talk about us and they say you never speak my name You think if people know we're close, all they would see is lame Are we even close? Cause I no longer know If I hung myself with rope Would you even mope? If today I would die Would you even cry Would you even know that you're the reason why [Bridge] If you knew I was I dying, would it change you Would it rearrange you Would it even faze you Would it make you, care knowing I was soon to go If I died, would you even show up to my funeral [Hook] [Verse 2] You make it seem like you care, but in reality you don't You say you'll always be there, but in reality you won't I used to believe your lies, but then it finally hit me If today I died, would you even miss me? Would you even care? That I'm no longer here I mean for me, not just cause I give out love that is rare You say you appreciate everything I said or ever did But after that, face it, you really don't give a shit Took all your bullshit, you gave me lie and lie Everytime you're around, I tell myself try not to die You're not even the first, this happens all the time Which is why I ask myself why should I try [Bridge] [Hook]