Why am i still stuck in april
While you're floating round in june
I know that i gave you permission
So there's not much i can do
And i'll pretend to be the sun
While you are back over the moon
I know that i made the decision
So what am i afraid to lose
I swear i'm rooting for your happy end
Just like you said it's so good to be friends
You know i'm exquisite at playing pretend
But just today let me feel sorry for myself
Thanks
For myself
Now i'm talking to a stranger
No one's laughing at my jokes
Now she's hanging on your lips
Just like the cigarettes you smoke
Now i'm clinging to what ifs
And all the words i never spoke
Yeah you're right i'm full of shit
And only honest with my songs
I swear i'm rooting for your happy end
Just like you said it's so good to be friends
You know i'm exquisite at playing pretend
But just today let me feel sorry for myself
Thanks
For myself
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