april

Why am i still stuck in april While you're floating round in june I know that i gave you permission So there's not much i can do And i'll pretend to be the sun While you are back over the moon I know that i made the decision So what am i afraid to lose I swear i'm rooting for your happy end Just like you said it's so good to be friends You know i'm exquisite at playing pretend But just today let me feel sorry for myself Thanks For myself Now i'm talking to a stranger No one's laughing at my jokes Now she's hanging on your lips Just like the cigarettes you smoke Now i'm clinging to what ifs And all the words i never spoke Yeah you're right i'm full of shit And only honest with my songs I swear i'm rooting for your happy end Just like you said it's so good to be friends You know i'm exquisite at playing pretend But just today let me feel sorry for myself Thanks For myself