Had To (Stabbed You)

[Intro] It's on [Chorus] I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to Shit, I was glad to You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you [Verse] Uh, digest, digest This lil' heart of mine, I won't let you smash it Burn me up inside, turn me into ashes Uh, why, why? This lil' soul of mine, won't let it get intertwined Uh, with somebody, I always fail to realize that They were never mine, they were never, ever mine I was just a part in her painstaking process This lil' soul of mine, won't let you get control of mine (Uh) Won't let you control my mind, yeah, I gotta keep that mindset This lil' soul of mine, won't let you control mine Oh, now you wanna stay and work it out? Not this time [Chorus] I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to Shit, I was glad to You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you [Open Verse] [Chorus] I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to Shit, I was glad to You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you