Had To (Stabbed You)

[Intro]

It's on

[Chorus]

I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best

Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past

It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset

Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left

I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest

Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next

I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to

Shit, I was glad to

You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you

[Verse]

Uh, digest, digest

This lil' heart of mine, I won't let you smash it

Burn me up inside, turn me into ashes

Uh, why, why?

This lil' soul of mine, won't let it get intertwined

Uh, with somebody, I always fail to realize that

They were never mine, they were never, ever mine

I was just a part in her painstaking process

This lil' soul of mine, won't let you get control of mine (Uh)

Won't let you control my mind, yeah, I gotta keep that mindset

This lil' soul of mine, won't let you control mine

Oh, now you wanna stay and work it out? Not this time

[Chorus]

I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best

Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past

It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset

Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left

I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest

Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next

I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to

Shit, I was glad to

You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you

[Open Verse]

[Chorus]

I feel the worst, but I'm still wishing you the best

Every morning, woke up mad at me, reminding me of my past

It seems as though I'm only good at one thing, making you upset

Uh, treated me like a pest, then wonder why I left

I was gettin' tired of all this stressin', unable to rest

Wonderin' what type of bullshit you'll get mad at next

I ain't even wanna do it, but I had to

Shit, I was glad to

You was shooting at me with your words, so I stabbed you