One (Push Me Away)

[Intro] I feel like songs should be like a ref—, like a reflection of you Like the shit you really go through, you know? Facts, this shit crazy Yeah, ooh [Chorus] I've been in New York for three days now I don't wanna go home, ayy I was in L.A. for three weeks, yeah I ain't wanna go home, ayy I be out of space on the drugs, yeah I don't wanna go home, ayy I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go home [Verse 1] Heartbreak, heartbreak follows me everywhere All girls the same, full of lies, never cared Never been the type to judge, lifе's not fair How come when I look for love, it's not thеre? All my mistakes, hauntin' me from the past Fuck me over, I know it'll never last Every time I lose 'em, it's impossible to get 'em back Time to throw my heart in the trash, yeah Put it in the trashcan, call the trash man You say that I'm actin', does this look like an act to you? I'm really hurtin', I think you did this shit on purpose The Percocets make me feel perfect, but it's just an illusion You got me feelin' like a burden That's why my words keep slurrin' Eyes keep turnin', and the lean keep pourin' I'ma overdose in the music, since you think I'm useless [Chorus] I've been in New York for three days now, I don't wanna go home, ayy I was in L.A. for three weeks, yeah, I ain't wanna go home, ayy I be out of space on the drugs, yeah, I don't wanna go home, ayy I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go home [Verse 2] I went to L.A. and I took a chance (Took a chance) I was tryna come to L.A. just to take your hand (Take your hand) I was really tryna be your man (Be your man) Then you put the pain in my chest just like second hand smoke (Second hand smoke) I'm a bad joke, right? (I'ma bad joke, right?) Tell me why? (Tell me why, why, why?) Why did you treat me like the bad guy? Eyes too dry (Eyes too dry), but I still make the song cry I'm too high to the point where I might die (Too high) Ooh, ooh, I did everythin' to get close to you Just for you to push me away, just for you to push me away (I held you) I held you, I loved you, just for you to push me away Just for you to push me away, yeah, yeah, yeah (Take me back to the chorus) [Chorus] I've been in New York for three days now I don't wanna go home, ayy I was in L.A. for three weeks, yeah I ain't wanna go home, ayy I be out of space on the drugs, yeah I don't wanna go home, ayy I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go home