[Refrain]
Oh-uh
[Chorus]
Baby take off you coat
Please let me take you home
Missing purple with the coke on my Nose
Two watches up on my wrist and you know they froze
Balenciaga on me and you know it glow
You know i got the choppa on me i'll make it blow
I know I never should've fell in love with no hoe
I should've known that she would leave me cold
[Verse 1]
I could never fall victim for your lies again Oh no and
I could never with you or fuck with your friends, I Know
Being real with you i didn't want it to end
But now im happier without you then i evеr could've been in your head
Found my heartbrеak when i heard you had a new man, but i had to move on and my heart had to grow
Bad bitch hit me up she be like Kurtis Blow
I can't believe i thought we'd grow, wasn't the best for me prolly the best for my soul
I'm happy to see that you fixed yourself Glad that you found God really fixed your health
I know the feeling kinda odd, but I might as well, Let you know my sobriety went downhill Gotta take another shot just so I can feel Another one I might pop
I'ma pop this pill I was passed out on my bathroom floor All of these narcotics they finna get me killed
Things ain't what they seem to be In public, I be smiling When it gets behind the scenes I Take pills till I can't feel a thing
[Chorus]
Baby let me tell you right now i'm a dog and your heart was my pound
And you wanna kick me out, you was like Koon Lau
And I almost killed myself but i'm better now
But when nobodys around ima pull the pills out
When it hits nightfall baby ima pull the thrills out
And when im in tab and, that shit make me blackout
When i woke up i told myself i'd never pull em back out
But im going through the heartbreak ima pull em back out
Things ain't what they seem to be my life is a dark ass scenery
Everybody like my songs but do they hear me?
They don't understand the words, but for help I scream Oh no
[Verse 2]
You'll never know, you'll never know
Listen to the words, you can tell that I'm at my low
Only thing that makes me feel better, Perky's and dog's
Only thing that makes it worse is my heart being cold
Playing with my heart like poker You really have
Me fucked up, I think you're the joker
VVS saw me, it's not a joker, I used to be sober then i got my
Heart broke turned to a smoker
I got money now but No I Didn't spend it all
Pull a box of pills out Now i'm finna get it all
Lacing up the codeine that shit really making me yawn
I treated your heart like a queen you treat me like a pawn
Honestly didn't think I could go on, didn't think that i'd ever take
Down a love song
Remember every day, we would always call when nobody hit my phone so i gotta go ball
I'ma die, so I don't gotta work hard before I fall I hope when you see the headline, you're in awe
And remember all the times that I went in raw And remember that time that I locked your jaw
I ain't what I seem to be These demons, they calling me Picking up my phone, man, my wrist start bleeding (huh yeah)
And your voice make me stop breathing but i don't miss the way
Was treated, and i don't miss feeling i wasn't even needed
We was always fighting and I was in the deep end Always going through my shit, man, you was always creeping
[Chorus]
Never once did I ever think about someone else
I only wanted us, even if it wasn't good for my health
I was blindsighted cause it was love and not lust I ain't even do
Shit and i broke your trust, you really had me feeling like i wasn't enough but its over now so i pour up a cup, then i drink tell i'm faded and don't give a fuck
I ain't what i seem to be, you told me that you needed me, turn around and you started leaving me and when i read that text i couldn't breathe, you are everything and more to me
Now you're someone that I don't wanna see, I still kept everything that you trusted with me Don't want you to take this personally
Gotta restart, gotta move on, yeah i got a broke heart and i need a new one i remember you was callin me tellin me that you want sum
I sent you the money for it and then we move on
Heartbreak shit got me takin perks till im gone, and its the only
Way for me to move on, lace up another bottle of the codeine
Faded while i sing this song, im not gonna be alive for long
Heart beating in my chest you would think its calm only
Thing that calmed me down was a hit from a bong
Pull me right through my head explode like a bong
To be honest baby i didn't think id make it this long
Oh no you never know If you look me in my
Eyes see the sorrows
[Refrain]
I hope that I don't Make it to tomorrow
Im tired actify me while my heart's froze
Ice gonna grow on
