Appointments/Fake Empire

I'm stayin' in tonight Won't stop you from leaving I know that I'm not what you wanted Am I? Wanted someone who I used to be like Now you think I'm not trying Don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie You don't wanna bring it up And I already know how it looks You don't have to remind me so much how I disappoint you Suggest that I talk to somebody again Someone who can help me feel different, until then I should just try not to miss any more Appointments Oooooh I think if I ruin this That I know I can live with it Nothing turns out how I pictured it, maybe The emptiness is just a lesson in canvases I think if I fail again That I know you're still listening Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright Oh I know that it's not but I Have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is Oh, half awake Oh, we're half awake Oh, we're half awake In our fake empire Stay out super late tonight Picking apples, making pies Put a little something in our lemonade and take it with us We're half awake in a fake empire We're half awake in a fake empire Tiptoe through our shiny city Do our gay ballet on ice (With our diamond slippers on) Do our gay ballet on ice, bluebirds on our shoulders We're half awake in a fake empire We're half awake in a fake empire Turn the light out, say goodnight No thinkin' for a little while Let's not try to figure out everything at once It's hard to keep track of you falling through the sky We're half awake in a fake empire We're half awake in a fake empire [Instrumental]