Sunburn

Feeling like I might, might, drift, drift off into a new dimension Jack in the mother fucking box, I got quarter pounder distension Too many made up characters vying for my attention I'm cold, and I'm lonely, just floating toward the light Think that I might get a kick out of life if life was more like a sitcom Lies I've been fed by some bitch exec, boy that's what I bit on So tired, all I wanna do's just find something to sit on Don't tell me I'm melting, please help me uh, uh wait a minute So, so soporific I'm in the midst of apathy, see Sensing next to nothing, but that's the point exactly Suppose I better do what my toes have asked of me People waving, blind to what I'm facing Watch as I spin these blades Sun burning on my face So much I'll never know No, I don't want an answer, answer If you need to be questioning me I'm separate see, so you can ask her It takes a dozen hits just to numb out half my pain My father looks down on me and says what a crying shame Incompetently navigating treacherous terrain Sleep or stay awake, well it's really all the same Popping a handful of xanax just to just, to just to manage Filling my head with feelies till my brain, it turns to cabbage Mapping up out my fate with a random collection of mad libs Aiming for slightly below average Sinking slowly, getting sleepy Living mostly 'cause it's easy Sticking closely to the line Looking happy, feeling breezy Walking past now do you see me It's getting better all the time Watch as I spin these blades Sun burning on my face So much I'll never know No, I don't want an answer, answer If you need to be questioning me I'm separate see, so you can ask her Wasting everything, all my vigor and my youth Diluting the confusion, I am choosing what is truth I've got no use for future plans, used to care, but now I don't Do almost anything I can to hide the fact I'll die alone Not worried about my taxes, not giving a flying fuck Not worried about my ashes, that one day will turn to dust Not thinking that I should listen, just wanna be feeling great Doesn't matter what's the prison, rest assured I will escape