Mary Jane

[Chorus: Halsey] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? [Verse 1] I've been living with the demons that I got in my soul I been thinking 'bout the pain that I got on my mind My conscience don't exist from the things that I did I been praying for forgiveness of the way that I live You can find me in the zone I swear to god I is Ain't nobody breathing currently the words like this I'm a different type of nigga never worried 'bout the funds I was focused on progression bitch I gotta get it done I said I tried to bring it in but ain't nobody get it once A nigga pressure was minding I had to find a way around it I ran a couple miles couldn't find myself Gon' get fucked up 'cause it always helps I'mma drown in my sorrows all by myself On a quiet night you'll find me staring at the wall With a somber thought I feel like I been here before my nigga Tell me what you really know my nigga I'm insane like a motherfucker Try to find a way to articulate Taking plenty of time to author ridiculous text I been giving you real even though I'm riddled with stress Took 1 hit 2 hits 3 hits 4 I cry for help but nobody respond My emotions gone, yeah they all up and down My self-esteem left and my confidence squandered Got all of this pain that I deal with alone [Chorus: Halsey] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? [Verse 2] I been killing myself for a dream I don't even believe in It's really entertaining when you give it your all I put my soul upon the table all they do is analyze it I beseech the simple rhymes that I ain't never told nobody When I start a rap the suicidal thoughts Are running rampant through my mind I made the mental find a way I guess I can really make it vivid So they see the clearer picture of depression Panicking, I can't take this shit My god Tell me why you put me here for I'm gone And I don't want to live no more Oh lord The pain is temporary I hope I know That I was not created just to waste it, that's the truth So why the fuck do I feel crazy Can't explain it It's a feeling deep inside of me I got no witnesses left I know I'm lost on the path I chose Never lie upon the record, I will not be exposed I'm only giving reality I'm a lyrical legend My complimentary honesty is a rarity yes You feed the fallacy to them but I'm not really impressed 'Cause I can read between the lines and deceitful lies Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Want to change like me? But you can't like me? Terrified that your misery going to remain like me? [Chorus: Halsey] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?