SOMETIMES

[Verse] I'm sorry I wasn't around I wasn't there when they hunted you down Put all thoughts of my past in your mind Clearly some stills hates me this time But how could they be so cruel this time Took one that I called mine And changed everything, her perspective of me Heartbreak isn't my specialty, see Cause when that shit comes, I'll just lock all the doors and just lie on the floor and just cry on the floor Hoping that somehow my angels come straight down to earth and tell me that I will not cry anymore Likе how could they take my smile keepеr and corrupt her vision and say it's my fault for being such a corrupt person and mistake like I should've never got myself involved in her life I was just there picking the broken pieces of myself but she came around and fixed my whole heart and didn't even need my help Sometimes I think it's my fault for not being there 24/7 to hold her and comfort her and say that I need her and tell her that all is okay Sometimes I feel like I wasted my day Sometimes I feel too alone in this world and I hope that she knows how I'm feeling sometimes Sometimes I don't wanna tell her about all my situations cause that hurts my feelings sometimes Sometimes I hope she can look at my face and see that her boyfriend is going through too much Sometimes I hope that she knows that I'm there even though I've been trying buy haven't done too much Sometimes, oh, sometimes I hope that rip out my heart from my chest and she'll come put it right back Damn I just wish that she put some bandages on my slit forearm but clearly it ain't like that But sometimes I feel that she's going through too much and I just wanna be there for her But sometimes she got it all figured out but I wanna show that I care for her But sometimes I feel that she's going through too much and I just wanna be there for her But sometimes she got it all figured out but I wanna show that I care for her