Signs

[Intro] I've been lost inside my mind Not sure what I thought I'd find, find, find [Verse 1] Now there's nowhere I can hide You see straight through my lies I've been fighting with the tide Tossing turning every night Time is precious I've been reckless I'm not ready to go steady I can't help these tendencies to push people away from me I just, I just need to adjust, adjust [Verse 2] Yeah my eyes are closed but I see fine Darkness never made me blind Yet I can't come to my senses Choosing sides I'm on these fences I'm not on your team I'm always in between Getting high like I'm a fiend But that's not what I need I know my priorities Number one is always me So call me selfish I can't help it I already feel the ache I can't play no games Can't kick it with no lames I've got my own goals for me And I won't stop till I succeed [Chorus] Searching for a part of me I'm not sure I've ever seen It's like I've seen so many signs but I don't know what they mean And I've lost my northern star don't know where I'm supposed to be Oh what's my destiny? [Verse 3] But don't doubt me cause I am golden You don't know the weight I'm holding I am trying to find a balance While everything is unfolding If you wanna know me You've gotta learn one thing If you're not going to stay Then get the fuck out of my way [Bridge] I've got a lot to give so please don't waste my time I always tell them how it is I don't make 'em read my mind [Verse 4] But I won't lie man it's been hard Since you've played that victim card Ever since I've been on guard Desperately hiding my heart Nothing really feels the same I'm not sure that I can be saved I know they want me to cave so I stand tall Yeah I'll be brave [Outro] I've been lost inside my mind Not sure what I thought I'd find, find, find