Calling

Oh, how could I know so long ago what happened All I could do was try to break the pattern But you wouldn't see all of the love you shattered What it all meant to me, it didn't seem to matter Now I watch this world in color Hoping that I can recover From your words that had no honor 'Cause your heart can't spare a dollar Only nightmares lurk in the night But this bad dream won't leave my sight I just need an antidote but I can't emote what I'm thinking I just need a remedy but I can not see what I'm fighting And some folks say that I should be winning And some folks say that I'll be ok But there's one person that I'm wishing That would give me the time of day It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen No way Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling While I'm waiting here by the phone Now every second my heart is falling Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was No I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was Somehow you can keep on living And forget all that I've given It don't matter how I try 'cause I'll always slide from your vision And now I only pass the time hoping I'm the one that you're missin' And some folks say that I should be winning And some folks say that I'll be ok But there's one person that I'm wishing That would give me the time of day It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen It's never gonna happen No way Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling While I'm waiting here by the phone Now every second my heart is falling Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling While I'm waiting here by the phone Now every second my heart is falling Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was No I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was I guess this ain't what I thought it Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was