All the Magic

Is there light Beyond the storm? I've heard of stars Beyond the grey skies I couldn't see Beyond my own face The day the mirror Became a blade And all that anger And all that pain Sparked the power Of who I became I paid in blood So I'd be beautiful I found my power In chaos But all that magic Is illusional It's not enough It's not enough I gave it all So I'd be powerful I learnt to master My chaos But all the magic In the whole, wide world Is not enough It's not enough It can't return The part I lost All I wanted Was a bit of love To be wanted By someone But my world is cruel It's unrelenting If you're not cruel too You won't survive it All that rejection And all that pain Sparked the power Of who I became I paid in blood So I'd be beautiful I found my power In chaos But all that magic Is illusional It's not enough It's not enough I gave it all So I'd be powerful I learnt to master My chaos But all the magic In the whole, wide world Is not enough It's not enough It can't return The part I lost