Afterthoughts

I can only stay for a while I think I'm hurting myself As much as leaving pains me Staying hurts like hell I can only talk a little longer Though I don't have to be somewhere else The truth is my heart stops when I am driving away And I know you're talking to somebody else But it's the afterthoughts that keep me here instead Oh, it's the afterthoughts that keep me here instead I can barely breathe when I think about it Feels like I'm under the sea Floating and floating in circles Until I can barely see I know I should go But it's the afterthoughts that keep me here instead Oh, it's the afterthoughts that keep me here instead