Next Up - S4-E3, Pt.2

[Chorus:] I'm not fatherless nigga, but I stay far from that nigga I drink the weed and smoke the liquor THC in my liver I don't chat to dad, shit it's sad, I think I'm mad I rap about what's happened, not what's happening I don't think I'm bad Bad one in the club Give me a cup, I ain't drinkin' that Broski's still sippin' on that mud What you thinkin' akh We lost AB in 2017, wish we could bring him back I'm from the slums They swing their shanks, mind where you're swingin' that [Verse 1:] Miz, I been steady Been sayin' this for the fuckin' longest Mentally not the fuckin' strongest Mentally, I'm far beyond this Wife is on my line, playin' mind games Stressin' me causin' migraines In school, I was focused on that bread You can't buy grades You can't buy no A's or B's But I'm from the slums You can get those Q's and C's She wants love, you can't get that from a G How to cope with deeper depression, I learnt that shit from me If she ain't got an obsession, I send her to the streets Uncle died, taught me a lesson Never be defeat Lost my auntie, Lupus AB, knife crime Uncle, cancer You can see what my life's like Lost my dad but he's still alive, what a guy Last time we cried was when his brother died Got a little bro on my dads side that I barely check I need to act right Cuz the next time that he sees me I could easily be flat line, and that's facts I hate to say it, the game is the game, but I hate to play it Show love or cut everyone off, I'm contemplating The leng ones steady call me a Treit cuz I'm Jamaican I make sure that I keep receipts cuz these girls steady stay lying on me Too much love for bro in slums, like bro, don't go dyin' on me Hate when guys try claim that they're my bros They won't die for me Hate when guys try claim that they're my bros They won't ride for me I been robbed, been shot at Rusty, not a Glock akh Family, I lost that There's no one that I want back Uncle died, the family broke AB died, I started to smoke Auntie died, and shit ain't been the same I just wanna know Why did it have to be me I mean, why did it have to be them Don't wanna die but I do wanna see them My heart got broke, that was mainly by the Treitians Nightmare outside, but even worse is when I'm sleeping Like Miz, I'm the coldest Kid loves Hovis Pray I don't die to COVID I broken hearts, I know this Deserve real Karma, I know this I been in love, I know this Won't do it again, that's bogus Don't call me, I'm high when I wrote this I damn near cried when I wrote this AB died, I was ready with it Called CB, are you steady with it Bill up a zoot, sip Henny with it If bro say he did it, he did it If the whip's gettin' spun, don't spin it Cah the whip's just full of spinnage Cah the whip's just- My lung's, they're full of cannabis If I lose one more, can't handle it Mental health, it's damagin' Squid game for the P's, I'm challengin' Up in her belly, she hackin' it Take it out, buss nut, then I'm backin' it She do balloons, I'm not crackin' it She love sip Henny, she backin' it [Chorus:] I'm not fatherless nigga, but I stay far from that nigga I drink the weed and smoke the liquor THC in my liver I don't chat to dad, shit it's sad, I think I'm mad I rap about what's happened, not what's happening I don't think I'm bad Bad one in the club Give me a cup, I ain't drinkin' that Broski's still sippin' on that mud What you thinkin' akh We lost AB in 2017, wish we could bring him back I'm from the slums They swing their shanks, mind where you're swingin' that