Bygones

I let go the rest you know I'm afraid to let myself be frightened, oh love I could have my reasoning Just to let this season And those bygones Be bygones I write songs to wake me Every course breaks me apart, my heart I'm already on my feet Where else do you want me I might as well just hold my demons Am I right or am I wrong I get sick of all my songs Don't sing the words, just read between them I play till my fingers bleed Just to get you out of me Just to get you on those pages I'll make it hurt to me I'll make it hurt to me I'll make it hurt to me I wrote down a symphony Just to take my mind off all the leaving I've done I can't paint it out of me All I get is bruises on my knees and my thumb I try hard to leave it, but I cannot write myself a story I like I don't want to be the best I am weary, let me rest I'm going to wait right here for no one I'm the reason I can't sleep I got all my baby teeth All buried underneath my grown ones Oh I fear the races run I'm afraid of everyone I get scared of all this breathing I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me I give up I'm going to live if it kills me