Operator

I wrote it down in secret Hoping you would read it And find out just how hopeless I can be I'm done reasoning with killers Dragging every river Looking for the corpse of who I want to be I know But please don't go I need someone to see me Operator, I can wait And I don't care if I get through Am I dying, is this fine? Am I only 22? I don't wanna make do I don't wanna hate you But I do I don't know how to feel it Without someone seeing And God knows I got all the eyes I need I'm more than just a frightened Dinosaur at night and Cowering behind a holy murder scene I know I'm alone, but see I ain't bleeding Operator, I can wait I don't care if I get through Don't believe me, I been leaving Since the day I noticed you I don't wanna make do I don't wanna hate you But I do Operator, I can wait I don't care if I get through Don't believe me, I been leaving Since the day I noticed you I don't wanna make do I don't wanna hate you But I do