Border

You could be an angel, babe And I wouldn't know it, I wouldn't give a damn, no way Life has been passin' by, passin' me up And I'm holdin' on for what it's worth 'Cause all I got is me and my faith (my faith) That I fall hard, fought to keep down And it's takin' me far from grounded But it means somethin' that you're proud 'Cause I fight to stay way too many days And I drag my feet through too many waves Bigger than I can swim Then I start again Let's leave California Maybe I need to cross the border Away from my demons and disorders Nothin' can catch us if we're runnin' forward And maybe everyone here would call me crazy And then you'd tell 'em it's the borderline No one can catch me if I'm runnin' forward And my exes wanna see me in a padded room But I think I need nature and a Valium You saw past my outbursts and my attitude So I ain't mad at you, I still ain't mad at you If they lock me up would you come visit? And if they make me stay would you consider stayin'? And waitin' outside, have you made up your mind? I'm medicated this time 'Cause I fight to stay way too many days And I drag my feet through too many waves Bigger than I can swim And then I start again Let's leave California Maybe I need to cross a border Away from my demons and disorders Nothin' can catch us if we're runnin' forward And maybe everyone here would call me crazy And then you'd tell 'em it's the borderline I left to take care of myself And you do not get to lie (don't lie) You do not get to turn the thing that saved my life (don't make it up) (Don't say I did something that I did not do, I'm not crazy) And my explanation for what's been wrong with me my entire life (You do not get to turn that into something for you to use)