Lean

I'd give up all this shit To fly with you again And I hold back the tears Every time I think of you And how upset you'd get To know I felt like this So I don't tell them shit I just close my eyes and think of you When ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on 'Cause they don't understand me bruh Ain't no one to lean on Ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on 'Cause they don't understand me bruh I'm tired of trying to guess I'm tired of dodging death It's time that I confess I ain't felt no acceptance after the night you left The day they believe me The way you believe me Is the day that I can think about taking it easy Ain't a day that I don't think about scrapin' and leavin' I stay and I sing, thinkin' that maybe you'll see it I keep the tears to myself, speaking spiritual I see a mirror and see a miracle when I reflect I think of where I was at a year ago, knowin' where it'll go Still be wishin' that I was wherever you at I give up all this shit To fly with you again And I hold back the tears Every time I think of you And how upset you get To know I feel like this So I don't tell them shit I, just close my eyes and think of you When ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on 'Cause they don't understand me bruh Ain't no one to lean on Ain't no one to lean on When ain't no one to lean on 'Cause they don't understand me bruh