Die Trying

And if the truth is we never had it, I guess that's all that there fucking is And it's the same as I remembered Only good as our interactions And I'm as bad as I've always been Again I can't help but to make it all about me And everything I still remember Is everything I hoped that you'd forget Our bleeding hearts could beat together But lately mine feels more like it's cement I can try But whether or not it will make a difference is up to time I feel like I'm always missing something Close your eyes And think of the things that made you happy And give me one good reason not to cry Cause this might be the worst day of my life You look so pretty in your summer clothes I spent the evening by myself at home Staring at dark green walls In place of doing anything at all I can try But whether or not it will make a difference is up to time I feel like I'm always missing something Close your eyes And think of the things that made you happy And give me one good reason not to cry Cause this might be the worst day of my life