You only like me when I’m gone
It’s something I can’t wrap my head around yet
But it feels so real to me
If I keep writing the same songs
Over and over again, will they one day connect?
I don’t know, but I’ll keep trying
I guess I’m still in the same place I was last year
'Cause even when everything changes
The last thing to change is me
I told myself that I’d grow up, but I didn’t
And I don’t care
But I still find it harder and harder to fall asleep
Took a walk through our neighbourhood
In the spring time it was beautiful
Feeling swallowed by all of the problems that I couldn’t see
And there’s something to hate
About all of this “business as usual”
Till it’s starting to seem like
There’s something to hate about me
How the fuck do I not get it yet?
Guess I’ll probably never know
I just hope that you aren’t sick of it
Where’s the line on letting go?
Maybe tomorrow will be a change
Another chance to participate
I’m still so far from the finish line
And feel my legs start to give way
I think that I just need a moment
To catch my breath and check my phone
Because right now it just feels like I’m exploding
And one day it might happen to us both
I’m not saying goodbye again
I’m not saying goodbye
Lyrics provided by LRCLIB
