Saved

[Verse 1] Do you believe that it's been this long? Do you believe that I'm so far gone? The time passes so fast it's like I'm racing through a dream At night vision fighting for my life, isn't it? How do I keep my chin above the water? How do I search it then, when I ain't got a Ounce of energy left here inside? My heart shriveled and my tears are dry, it's like I'm livin' in a room with no windows Feel I'ma die real soon stayin' in closed Trapped in this seriality I cannot see anything that lies ahead of me Opportunities gone in my mind Still I sing this song, when will I leave? The monotony, what's stoppin' me Leave, and then the grief that's on top of me [Chorus] I've been down and dark But so alone apart from Everyone I know Where am I to go? Gotta find peace of mind Lookin' for some kinda sign But then I rise up above I'm saved by your love [Verse 2] It seems wrong that I seem like this, it seems I've gone straight down the abyss, head first In a free fall, jerks and it's worst, as my neck rips back and it's whiplash crash I know it's better to come up for air I know I'd rather not hold my breath down there But almost suffocating, lungs collapsed Feeling I can touch death, perhaps I gotta get real low to get right again I need to find control if I'ma fight again My mental situation's chaos, it turns and it tosses Reliving each one of my losses Sanity gone in my mind, still I sing this song When will I learn how to turn tragedy upside down? Learn how to burn memories up right now [Chorus] I've been down and dark But so alone apart from Everyone I know Where am I to go? Gotta find peace of mind Lookin' for some kinda sign But then I rise up above I'm saved by your love [Verse 3] How many times have I felt this way? How many times have I lost another day? But when you come, the sin is done, you're a godsend Such a good friend, always there to pick me up again It's like a light goes on when you're with me The night's not so long when you're sitting Alongside my bed, so still and calm Brushing my face, I thank you mom for all the joy and the love you exude For always bein' nothin' less than true It's been a ride but I've had you [?] and you then, my friend Happiness here in my mind, and I see so clear, I know why Feel with every real ounce of my being Feel and there's no concealing [Chorus] I've been down and dark But so alone apart from Everyone I know Where am I to go? Gotta find peace of mind Lookin' for some kinda sign But then I rise up above I'm saved by your love [Bridge] I'm drowning, surrounding The water, my head's pounding Can't swim, can't stay afloat Don't know how I'm supposed To work everything out This hurts and the pain's so loud Ringing in my ears now, confirming all my fears now [Verse 4] I blink and I think and I stop and I shrink And I disappear into nothingness Everything's just such a mess Life is never just a board game And life will always bring you more pain But likewise, if you keep your eyes wide and you got a bit of luck then you just might find Someone who will stand by you Someone who will suffer, too And when you find them, you must remind them How they changed your life And how you will survive [Chorus] I've been down and dark But so alone apart from Everyone I know Where am I to go? Gotta find peace of mind Lookin' for some kinda sign But then I rise up above I'm saved by your love