Faraway

Faraway, faraway, never getting close Guess it's best 'cause if you came back, all you'd ever see was ghosts Maybe I should've gone with you Warning signs were always there If I stayed here any longer, I might lose my chance forever Yeah, I'm sinking in the quicksand of a place I once called home That's growing everyday, but I've never felt more alone Well, you went out on your own I wonder if you feel the same Loneliness is quite the company, I hope that you're okay I've been thinking 'bout the dreams I used to have as a kid As an astronaut, an actor, or some crazy scientist Where did that ambition go? I used to want to do the most Now the only thing I want To not be middle-aged and broke What a joke But I can't bring myself to laugh I haven't in awhile You were always the best at that Now the winter's coming fast It always catches me off guard Long nights, short days, cold winds, old scars Between a rock and hard place I'm learning the hard way I haven't caught a break like a- on a hard day I suck at my fortes I'm lacking in practice Some things I need to talk about that can't be said with rapping And I'm never in the loop no more No one tells me what's happening I'm far away from medicine but still need my prescriptions If it's free advice, I'll listen, probably heard it before I guess it's not about the how, but getting out of the door